Anniversaries By Aldous Leonard Huxley

    Once more the windless days are here,
    Quiet of autumn, when the year
    Halts and looks backward and draws breath
    Before it plunges into death.
    Silver of mist and gossamers,
    Through-shine of noonday’s glassy gold,
    Pale blue of skies, where nothing stirs
    Save one blanched leaf, weary and old,
    That over and over slowly falls
    From the mute elm-trees, hanging on air
    Like tattered flags along the walls
    Of chapels deep in sunlit prayer.
    Once more … Within its flawless glass
    To-day reflects that other day,
    When, under the bracken, on the grass,
    We who were lovers happily lay
    And hardly spoke, or framed a thought
    That was not one with the calm hills
    And crystal sky. Ourselves were nought,
    Our gusty passions, our burning wills
    Dissolved in boundlessness, and we
    Were almost bodiless, almost free.

    The wind has shattered silver and gold.
    Night after night of sparkling cold,
    Orion lifts his tangled feet
    From where the tossing branches beat
    In a fine surf against the sky.
    So the trance ended, and we grew
    Restless, we knew not how or why;
    And there were sudden gusts that blew
    Our dreaming banners into storm;
    We wore the uncertain crumbling form
    Of a brown swirl of windy leaves,
    A phantom shape that stirs and heaves
    Shuddering from earth, to fall again
    With a dry whisper of withered rain.

    Last, from the dead and shrunken days
    We conjured spring, lighting the blaze
    Of burnished tulips in the dark;
    And from black frost we struck a spark
    Of blue delight and fragrance new,
    A little world of flowers and dew.
    Winter for us was over and done:
    The drought of fluttering leaves had grown
    Emerald shining in the sun,
    As light as glass, as firm as stone.
    Real once more: for we had passed
    Through passion into thought again;
    Shaped our desires and made that fast
    Which was before a cloudy pain;
    Moulded the dimness, fixed, defined
    In a fair statue, strong and free,
    Twin bodies flaming into mind,
    Poised on the brink of ecstasy.